I’m sorry.

Dear, Alex

I’m sorry.. I’m sorry I make everything seem like it was bad when really all of it wasn’t.. I did love you, honestly.. (I still kinda do.. Don’t judge me, I miss you.) But.. We fell apart.. You were my other half, my best friend, my.. Everything.. I trusted you, I spent all my time thinking of you, I made things for you, listened to songs that reminded me of you.. Spent so many nights staying up just to talk to.. You. I loved you. More than I’ve ever loved anyone before. But you.. You said you loved me. You told me I was beautiful. You said you couldn’t live without me..

You abandoned me, you insulted me, you left me crying and alone. I knew you for 3 years. I was your closest friend for 3 years. We dated for 1 year. 2 days after we had been together for 1 year, we broke up. That night, you vanished completely and still haven’t come back.. Honestly, I hope you never do. With the way that you left me when you promised me, that you never would.. I can’t quite bring myself to hate you, no. But I never want to see you again. I don’t want you to come back because that would hurt me more than anything..

But I do wish you the best. I wish one day that you can make some girl happy, and that you can actually stay with her always like the way you said you would stay with me…

I will love you always, but there will always be space in my heart to love someone else.

Goodbye, old friend.

Wish you could see this..

From, Red

1 year ago • 2 notes • Reblog

Sometimes it’s just harder to hold back the tears…

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